ŦUZZY £OGIC

All the hard work.
The time.
The effort.
The money.

All gone.

My hard disk died on me.
I hope I backed everything up.

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A couple of people have not been coming.
I hope they are not giving up yet. I hope they come back, persevere and do well.
It’s their future.

For the rest, I wish some would try harder. I wish some would start trying.
I hope they realise the urgency for all this.
Its a matter of months. After that, its over.
Do it once. Do it well.

I am tired. Lots of work. Lessons, test papers, exam papers, meetings, competitions, sharing sessions, workshops.. Deadlines after deadlines. One down.. many more to come. My list of things to do never seems to end. Of course, I get my breaks from time to time by playing WoW And that too hasn’t been a daily thing.. I’m just too exhausted to sit in front of the pc on most days.. can you imagine falling asleep while playing games.. haha yes.. I am quite capable of that.

Life can be disappointing.. when you put in so much and get so little back… from everyone around you. Your kids and everyone else. I guess people don’t appreciate others as much. Its tiring to care for everyone and make them happy. I don’t have the energy anymore.

I am so looking forward to the June hols. Back to Holland for two weeks.. and of course visit Ais in Germany for a couple of days. And after that hols, its back to school with extra lessons for my grad classes and of course more deadlines. It’s a vicious world.

Meanwhile, Nad and Jan are here. Gonna meet up with them over the next two weeks before they go back to Belgium. Miss her loads.

We are watching Phantom of the Opera today. Its ME-time.. to take a break and breathe.